Posted by Katz Heitmann
on August 10, 2000 at 00:52:45:
I think I may have shut down my right frontal lobe out of need to get enough dopamine so I could function normally.
I don't think my hemisperes of my brain communicate most of the time. Now I think my right frontal lobe is back up
and asking what the hell is going on. It cannot tell my left frontal lobe to relax so I think they have to learn to synchronise
without being able to communicate. They are slowly learning I hope. Has anyone had strange sensations.
Muted feelings, mild disorentation and feeling slightly lost. I'm on meds and I'm concerned about this whole thing
because I'm usually dramatic and fiesty. I'm just not myself. Many things have gone wrong maybe I am myself and
I don't remember. I looked it up and I don't think something like this can be happening but I think that is exactly what
I think is going on. With a normal brain this would be impossible but my brain isn't normal. Maybe I have a primative brain
that is having problems functioning in this society. Maybe it was never intended to handle a world like this.
Even more so than a normal brain but now when we are being assualted with more information than we can deal
with it might be ok to have the sort of brain that I have.