Posted by Mike
on August 17, 2000 at 21:16:50:
15 years ago I was in an auto accident and I was the only one who lived, two of my friends died. I was so tramatised that my doctor put me on lorazepam and I have been on it ever since. Most of the time I feel like shit and would like to get off of it but I have tried many times. It seems like if I just take the pills I feel OK. I was wondering if it was even possible to get off of these things after such a long time. When I have tried I did not sleep at all. This as you probably know is a terrible feeling. I have lived a decent life, have a good job and fathered two kids while on this. Sometimes I wonder how I do it? I wonder if I could hold my job if I didnn't have my pills. A part of me says screw it and just stay on them but another paert of me says get off of them? Don't know which way to go. Any suggestions would be helpful.