Posted by Shane O'brian
on September 04, 2000 at 21:45:32:
Dear all, I want tell you something i am christian and i know it is so hard become bad habitful addict to marijuana and i am tired of it being chronic pothead i have been smoked more than ten years now and marijuana completed control over me who i am the way i was not supposed to be so i want get my straight life back i am very clean everything from tobacco to alcohol expect marijuana so i have been pray to god to changed me and how to beat it but really it isnt help anyhow and i like being high so much but i am very educated well and awared that marijuana is so bad for health it hurt my affect in my mind. that why i have hard time being quit on it so bad but it still come back to it and end smoke it anyway ok i hope anyone of you feel the same as i do this time and i want the help and answer how to beat the odd ! !! pray for it help help! it hurt money and the social too i dont like the way who i am right now with chronic pothead! so thank for concern too and hope i can find some good answer please i have been research several about marijuana and not safisty myself to find the right answer ok i am so desire to stop from this stuff so much ! believe me !