Posted by Chrissy
on October 31, 2000 at 15:03:35:
Progressive cocaine addiction nearly ruined my life - I shot and smoked my self-esteem, my children and my job away. I am in recovery and my life gets better daily, but my ex (an addict in denial) constantly battles me about "taking away" my visitation. My kids are my life - they are so far away and I miss them so much. I am afraid of losing their love and respect forever.