Posted by Chrissy
on November 07, 2000 at 18:43:09:
In Reply to: Re: Maybe I like it too much posted by lynnfromct on November 07, 2000 at 08:53:49:
Hi Lynn -
HOw are you doing? Hey - I LOVED to get high, don't get me wrong. And I HATED how I felt afterward....At the end..it wasn't fun anymore. Not at all. Oh, the high was the high, but the lows get lower, and lower, and lower. If you didn't like getting high, or that feeling (And believe me, I KNOW the feeling) it would be not prob to stop!!! You have to give that up, course, to get sober. BUT................
Can I tell you how GREAT it is to be free of that addiction?? How GOOD it is to show up for life, and feel good about you. No matter what hubby does - for YOU. I too, loved an addict and we were destroying each other. We still must share 2 awesome children,in fact he got his shit together before me and got custody!! so I will always have to be involved some way or another.
I don't know why, but for some reason I immediatly felt a connection to you - I really want you to be OK Please feel free to email me whenever you need to talk. Chrissy