In Reply to: Still want it. posted by LilMissAmy on November 30, 2000 at 19:44:52:
Well about last week I drank 1 bottle of wine and about 1/8 of hydroponic pot, this past week I have felt like crap. I have been trying to quit after smoking everyday for about 8 months. After this happened, I said to myself, why do I want to keep doing this to myself, so I havnt smoked a puff since. Its been 6 days now, I know it may not sound very long, but for me it is, very long, after being a daily smoker of about 2 joints a day at night (depending on the size). My mouth does water at night, but its getting better. When I wake up now, I dont feel like crap, and my head is clear. Now, every night when I would usually smoke, I just remind myself of how I feel when I havnt smoked. Also Im tired of spending the money on the stuff, gets expensive after a while, and just isnt worth it. It just isnt worth it. So my advice would be, as stupid as it sounds, to get messed up one night, really messed up, get sick, try not to throw up so the feeling stays with you, and then go to work or school feeling like crap, on the vurge of puking, then at night, or whenever you smoke, think of how crappy you feel, and remember what it feels like, every day, just know it isnt worth it. It just isnt worth it. Take the money you would normally spend on pot each month or week, put it in a jar, look at the jar at the end of the month or a couple of months, see how much money you saved, I gaurentee you, you will be happy. Buy youself somthing nice, or save it, as a reward, but just know, that it just isnt worth it. You will also like having a clear head, and more importantly, a clear conscience, be proud. Let me know if this helps, thanks
Steve
: I have been really busy at work lately and haven't really had a chance to smoke. I find now that I smoke even though I don't need it it's just a habit. Being stoned isn't as fun as it used to be either:( I guess that's why I have said yes to harder drugs lately rather than saying no like I have been my whole life.
: I don't want to be a drug addict but taking drugs is fun we all have to admit that there are con's of course but.... I don't know I hate it.