Posted by Stacy
on April 05, 2000 at 20:34:52:
In Reply to: Re: 1st day off vicodin posted by Tracy on March 29, 2000 at 21:48:40:
: This is my 10th day off vicodin (the strongest of the kind at that). I've been taking them, 6 to 8 pills a day for right at 2yrs. now.. and today I am living in pure hell!!!! I surely don' t want to sound discouraging, but I came across this post 'looking' FOR vicodin, not recovery. Oh, I'm in the program.. well, technically I'm not right now (needless to say), and have no intentions of going to a recovery meeting either. My main concern is getting more pills. Sounds sick I know, but I'm an addict.. and I was a fully functional, completely managable, HAPPY addict.. until I ran out!!
: I don't mean to go on and on.. but now that I've started.. haha!! ..anyway, I feel like I'm in the biggest state of depression ever known to mankind!! I have NO energy.. and they say pain killers cause drowsiness.. HA! I had more energy while taking them, compared to how I feel now.. which is like total crap!
: I really don' t get it. There are MANY ppl in this world who drink.. and drink successfully, while maintaining and managing a 'normal' life.. I know a few of these ppl.. they are NOT alcoholics.. not if you go by the definition of an alcoholic by the 12 steps.. but lets just say that they ran out of alcohol?? What would happen to them if they removed all the alcohol from the shelves in the stores, and it was no longer availabe?? Would they then be an alcoholic?? This is just my theory here.. but I say, 9 times out of 10... YOU BET!! Their life would be pretty messed up!! So, here' s my point... Why are ppl who use vicodin, pain killers, and the like, any darn different than those that are so-called 'functioning alcoholics???' Why!? Why is what we're going through classified differently? Because it's a 'controlled substance?' Because it's NOT over the counter??
: Man, whoever makes the laws really needs a good kick in the rear!! They either need to get with the program and get alcohol of the shelves, or make vicodin legal in the US, as it is in many other countries!! Simply put, it's all mind altering; so what's the big deal and big difference??!! Maybe those guys up top, who are running the show for the rest of us, are the ones who really need the mind altering substances!
: Ok, sorry! I'm just so fed up with everything.. EVERYTHING!! Life, and all that comes along with it right now.
: I'm not griping at anyone here for sure.. heck, I don't even know ya'll.. just complaining in general... and I thank ya'll for listening.
: Good luck with all you're going through.. and more power to ya!!
: btw, I've taken pain killers off and on for over 15 yrs. now.. this however, is the longest that I've been on them at any given time.. 2yrs., daily, and it's not easy stopping.. and at this point, I have no intentions of stopping either. But if you haven't been on them long.. or even if you have.. I do know that if you're WILLING, you can overcome it. It also depends on how long you've been on them, to determine how long it'll take your body to rid yourself of them. 3 to 4 days is crazy.. or in my case it is. Like I said, I've been off of them for 10 days, and it still feels like yesterday was the last time I took any. My body, and all that goes along with it, feels 20yrs. older than I really am! And the only way I feel to regain any sanity.. if there's any left to regain, would be to get another pill!!
: : : well.i am on my 1st day off of a 8 pill a day addiction to vicodin es.feelin terrible,can't do nothing.wondering how long till the "sick" feeling will go away?thanks
: : Hi. I know how you feel. I am an addict of Lortab and am trying like he-- to get off of it. I am not sure how long the withdrawal is but have heard from many people that it is 3 days. When I run out of pills, I think of NOTHING else but how to get more. I hope to someday kick it. Good luck to you.
Tracy, boy I sure know what you are going through. Been there done that. I just tell everyone these pain pills are my prozac. I only have a problem if I don't have them.. I have gone as long as 3 or 4 months without them and felt like h---- the whole time and always went back. I buy methadone pills to tide me over when there is a drought. I have found that if you know a steady stream of cocain addicks I can find my pills. I wish I didn't have this problem and worry evryday about my liver. But what can I do. I used to be a heroin addict. Atleast now I can function daily. And very well by the way. Until I run empty......hang in there. If you need to talk I posted my e-mail.. I know lots of people going through the same thing.