Posted by Julie.
on April 16, 2000 at 21:15:59:
In Reply to: How deep will i fall posted by I can't take it no more on March 28, 2000 at 11:42:40:
You'll fall as low as you need to until you wake up in the morning and say, "let's just try something else." Or you could have a small or large event happen in your life that brings you to the "let's just try something else, just for a time." It doesn't have to be tramatic for everyone. If you hang around enough "meetings" you'll discover that many people didn't lose everything... they just woke up being sick and tired of being sick and tired. But there are plenty of tramas out there as well. You can have it either way. And you did the very good, healthy thing of posting on this board. Starting can be tramatic or just a hand reaching out. Ok, enough airy-fairy out of me. ;-) Julie.
: My name is mike, i am 26. At first i would be tempted to say i am a Compulsive Gambler, and an alcoholic.
: but if i think of my life and what i have done so far. I have a addiction to everything that is destructive. i have
: fallen into a vicious circle of pain, and no mather how hard i try to be good and to change my life for the best, I
: fall deeper. I dont have any will to control my behavior. Sex, Drugs, Alcohol, Gambling, are part of my everyday
: life, and i fight against them but always loose the battle. I often see the suicide as THE way out of this mess,
: but deep inside, i know one day i will be happy, once i am in control of my life/action.
: what is the problem with me....i cant control my behavior.