Posted by K
on April 18, 2000 at 18:00:17:
In Reply to: Re: ghb addiction posted by Jack on March 07, 2000 at 02:09:34:
Either this is gonna make you feel better or worse, it's the truth : GHB addiction can indeed develop. I used to do g just when we'd party(although that was at least 3-4 days a week), but then i moved and didn't party as much, got a day job and all of this seemed to bore the hell out of me. So, just to make the days more interesting, i started doing caps during the day. For the first month ,it was like heaven for real. No comedown, i'd wake up, do a cap i was in motion literally 24/7 and i felt my greatest ever. THEN...2 months into my everyday use the positive effects started to fade gradually, but dramatically (from 3/4 caps a hit i was up to 2 caps...and i DIDN'T FEEL A THING! Then came the sketchy, edgy, un-motivated downside and then i decided 'f*ck this, i'm gonna just kick it' and i did, i went through 2 and a half days of hell, but the third day i felt like a new person. Then a few days later i decided it'd be better if i got off of it gradually, so i'd do the smallest amounts and i'd decrease every day. BUT this didn't exactly work out the way i thought it would. I'm doing tiny doses, but after the third day i started feeling like shit again. THat's right now, so i think right now i have the knowledge to tell you how to quit :
COLD TURKEY, no going back,period. The way i felt today made me realize, there's simply no going back. I f*cked up and i've used it the wrong way...fortunately i won't have a problem quitting, since i get no good effects from it WHATSOEVER.
and if you're a g user who just uses it when out partying...:here's a little hint : KEEP IT THAT WAY!!!i had to learn the hard way, you don't have to.
-=drugs don't kill, stupidity does=-