Posted by Cori
on May 31, 2000 at 06:12:46:
In Reply to: Re: doctor testing pee posted by former pot user on May 27, 2000 at 09:25:07:
Thank you for sharing your experience with us, and your regrets.
Please forgive yourself, and just ask God for forgiveness. He is willing to free you of the power of guilt and shame!
I believe only God takes a life or gives a life. I am sure worrying about you was a stress to your dad, but it was not why he died. We all have done things we are ashamed of, believe me, though not everyone admits it. You went against your own inner standard, but you know it now and have changed courses hopefully. God can help you sort out what was (is) your responsibility and what is not, what you can change and what you cannot.