Past Friends and Lonliness
I have been thinking a lot about my life lately and remembering the good times. The life before fibbomyalgia. I had a great social life and many friends. Alas they are all gone. My fault not thiers. They used to visit or meet up or phone, but over the past few years the visits etc have dwindled to almost none. I get an odd phone call. I dont balme them because I have stopped making contact and I have broken so many plans to do things. At first they were understanding but that is gone. I know when I talk to them that they thing I am a hypocondriac. I have given "the List" to my closest friends but I do not think they believe it exists.
The bottom line in all of this is that I am lonely and sometimes I would like to talk or do things, but I physically cannot. I am soory I am having a moan about this but when I think about it I get very upset. Any comments please