Re: Past Friends and Lonliness
It's hard to have those days. Last week I cried for an hour because I couldn't go to a class I've been trying to take. All my friends are in it and it's the only time I get to see them.
I used to have a big social life too. I try to keep a list and call a different person every day when I feel good. Just one a day and it doesn't have to be a long conversation. But at least I stay a ilttle more connected and have an opprunity to see people sometimes. But I have many people that I have let go of. I was always the solicitor, go to their house, call them, plan things, invite people. Now that I can't do that nothing happens. So I give my attention to the people who have bothered to keep up on me and come visit me. They are the ones who deserve what little energy I have. The rest I still like and care for but I put them in a different category.
Things will look up, they always do.
Love - Andy