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Old 08-21-2004, 08:33 PM   #1
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What is wrong with me!?!?!

Hey, I have been diagnosed with panic disorder and have gotten rid of my panic attacks but now there is something else bothering me. I had this thought once about what if we all just werent real and this world was like the "matrix". I also thought what if my parents were robots and just acted and couldnt think. This is really ******* me off because i fear that someday i might actually believe all this and not do what they tell me or stop eating because i might think that nothing will happen to me. I am just so confused about everything and i wonder if i am not schizoprhenic. I take xanax sometimes and these thoughts and feelings seem to go away. Im not sure though cuz its mainly at night and im tired. but what do you guys think am i shchizophrenic or is this just anxiety. I also keep thinking a lot of stuff about life and ughh its just annoying. I am 16 by the way and i have never hallucinated or anything like that.