Hello all-cking in
It has been a while since I came to the board. I am still doing relatively well by regualting my pain meds myself. I rarely take one but I still am very limited by my RSD itself. I really can't do much of anything.
Yesterday my goals were to get out of bed, take a shower, take the dog outside, and cook white beans for supper. I managed all except cooking it was just too much. Today I am very sad and I really can't give you a reason. I think that in the back of my mind that this was gonna just poof go away and I would be able to return to my previous active life and work as a medical technologist and i think since this started in 2001 that i realize it won't just disappear. I know it is ok to be sad at times but as in pain meds I hate to be sad also. To stubborn for my own good sometimes I think.
Anyway I gotta get outta this sadness.
Take care all