Re: Faith in Recovery
Hi ! I read your thread and it's saying you really want to have faith- you are unsure of the faith.
I have a suggestion.. write down 15 things that negatively impacted your life or the life of your kids or the lifes of others as a result of your drug use.
Then read them to someone else, someone actively in the program.
What I did was realized "my way" of doing things were not working for me. I could not handle taking the recomended dosage of meds.
Then I looked at somehow "a power greater than myself" saved me from getting in a wreck, losing my job, keeping pretty good health except for my back.
For me, step 4- making a moral inventory showed me MY part in my resentments. Where did I set myself up in a position to be hurt.
Then I did my fifth step with another, and It made me feel good in my own skin for the first time in forever.
Realizing there is a power greater than yourself is the 1st step to living happy again. (And free of drugs)
"I believe that friends lift us up when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."