Re: memory loss from drugs or stress??
Pill cause major memory blackouts. I had taken a bunch of kalotopins for months and a few years later a weird like dream memory came up accept I think it was real. When I thought about it I felt like a big loser and just wanted to forget it again. You sound like you are starting to spin out of controll and there are plenty of meeting and even people who will pick you up in evey area. Call imfo and ask for AA hotline.