Hi lilsea...i am Lil'Pea! lol.....my heart aches for you that you suffered such a violent violation. I will pray for you. I have never been raped but I did suffer much sexual abuse as a child. I understand the pain and the fear and how it haunts you. I am currently in counseling and sometimes it helps to just have someone to talk to. I am here anytime!! Have you shared this with many people or is it something that you are trying to keep a secret? If you are like me, I feel like sharing just to get it out and have the support, but at the same time i feel shame. I know that there is nothing to feel shame for, but it just comes out of nowhere. I would like to help...is there a way i can? Many prayers....Lil'Pea
Ps...I also suffer PTSD...it can be hard to cope, but it is always easier if you know you are not alone!
Last edited by Lil'Pea; 03-15-2005 at 12:35 AM.