Re: I want to cry-bulls eye
Yes, for me, there's always a lot of stress re going out. Will I be okay? Will I have enough energy to keep up? Can I leave if I need to? When I crash, I've got to get home. But on the bright side, I look forward to fun times, being with friends, and laughing. Being in the moment. I probably treasure and appreciate those times more than most.
I picture the lymph node packed with toxic waste too. Mammogram showed benign cysts with calcifications so I have to watch that. I know you're more vulnerable to cancer when your immune system is depressed. Ever more the reason to get better. Got to focus in on the detox plan GGB has talked about, even if I just get in the habit of the baths.