Re: Is this PPD or what?
I don't think this is abnormal, I think you are just worried for your childrens' health and future. I worry alot that somthing will happen to me first and then DH will let his parents raise DS if smething happens to him.
It's normal to not want to take a baby out at first, in fact you really shouldn'ttoo many germs and taking a two week old anywhere really isn't very fun.
I am 28 and my Mom still worries about someone taking me, or hurting me.
I think worrying makes you a good Mommy it shows how much you care.
If you are really worried though talk to your Dr that might make you feel better