Thank you so much for your advice. I was so embarassed to ask such a question
Can you tell I worry and think too much over the slightest thing
Anyway, I guess that I'm thinking the more patient I am about things the more things will for into place for me. But, I have to try to figure out how to balance patience with time! I definately don't want to rush into anything and regret it.
I wish you all well, and hoping one day soon I'll share my experiences on this board!