Hi, Eden. I think you should just write down key words from your initial post, and then repeat same to your rheumie! Please give him something to work with & enable him to try to help you, OK?
Thanks so much for inquiring on how I'm doing, Eden. My sister & I both hated the awful damage the Parkinson's did to our father. We're glad that his suffering is over, but we do miss him horribly.
Eden, I kept thinking my "blah's" would go away, and they would---but kept coming back, lasting longer, and affecting more people in addition to myself. YOU are the only one who can break this pattern, by seeking help until it actually helps. So I hope you post back with updates, so we can all keep encouraging you onward---and maybe even pestering a bit, too, as required.
With my best wishes to you, Vee