Originally Posted by MANNO
I think you should definately tell your psychiatrist about this. It sounds to me like you have binge eating disorder. I had this for over half of my life and it led to bulimia. I know what you mean about lying about the amount of food you eat and how much money you spend on it. I still do that to this day although I am getting better about it. Please get help now because you can not beat this thing by yourself. Take care and let us know how it goes.
God Bless You
Thankyou so much for responding and for your advice. I really appreciate it,
I am really glad that there is a Message Board for Health stuff like this.
Anyway I am glad that I am not the only one who is going through this, this is awful. I have kept this from my family and friends. My family and friends had their suspensions and they were glad when I finally came clean and told them about my eating problem. They feel sorry for me, but they are relieved that I finally told them about what has been bothering me.
Also I have urges to go out and buy some more food. Last night I had one and I was on the phone with my friend. When I was on the phone talking with my friend, somehow the urge passed and I felt better.
Yes I really should talk to my Psychiatrist about this, because I really need help and I can't do it on my own. It's really hard to get over this.
Also I really hate the way I look, when I look at myself in the mirror, I see this big fat girl, and it really bother's me. People stare at me alot, and they are probably wondering why I am so fat. But they do ask me how tall I am,
I am a tall girl. I am 6 foot 2 and a half.
I really hate having a Eating Disorder and I really hate being fat.