Re: PLEASE any coping skills?
Makeworldgo, you know, your writing sounds like your thoughts and therefore your mind, are much more pulled together now than what they were with previous posts. I am sorry, I think that I am going to tell you something that you don't want to hear. I think that you should stash away money gradually, or ask one of your sisters for a loan without explaining anything. Take this money and leave! Research where to go to get a job (you do have skills, you are working!) You can make it on your own! If this is not a good alternative, keep posting and talking to others to cope. I am assuming that you sound better already because maybe you wrote out your story and it helped you to think more clearly about it. You can get support here to cope.