Thread: Devastated
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Old 01-24-2007, 11:26 AM   #6
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Re: Devistated

Lorrie, thanks for the encouragement. I try to put it out of my mind. I just can't. I would be more apt to believe it's nothing if it wasn't for the shortness of breath. What's the chances? Also, the part I'm having the hardest part dealing with is my 11 yr. old son. He won't understand and I hate the thought of leaving him. He and my wife are my world. I truly hope it turns out to be something else, but I'm a realist. Everything I've read points to LC. I can't bare the thought of putting my family thru it. I know they would be there, unconditionally, but it's so unfair to them. How does an 11 yr. old say goodbye to his hero? Forever? This is the hardest thing I've ever been thru, even without the "results". It seems the waiting is prolonging the agony. My son cried himself to sleep last night thinking it could be cancer. What kind of toll will it take on him if it turns out to be? Will he be strong enough? God, I pray he will. Thanks again and sorry for rambling. Ray