Re: I lost my precious Mom today....
Just remember there is no pain in heaven, there are no calories or fat cells, there is no diesease, no sickness, no consequences. She has new power and it is the power to sit on your shoulder and be omnipresent with you. If you sneak done for a midnight snack and take a swig from the milk container she is there. If you scream and want her back she is saying "I am right here, you don't have to yell." When you feel that crushing blow across your chest - that is a bear hug from her!
Hang in there! Talk to her - scream with her - you will recover - just keep faith.