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Old 07-13-2007, 11:08 AM   #1
CarenR CarenR is offline
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Grief. over husbands suicide

This is the first time I have opened up about my husbands. suicide...

He had major health problems. We spent every weekend in the emergency room.. I think he couldnt stand the pain any longer. The pills were all gone and no one officially said he *( suicide) but I know he did. The night before he knelt by my side and said that he had never loved so deeply anyone but me. we were married 30 yrs. I have never told my grown daughters.. as they couldnt handle him doing this. HE was a wonderful Christian. man. so devoted.. to his family....... He died 6 yrs. ago. I was just in the hospital near our home last week and all these feelings are welling up in me. so thought I would vent here...

I thought maybe I could ask if I shoudl tell my daughters about this now?
I dont know.... I have never told anyone until I wrote this today.......

Caren