Re: Missing my mom
my mum died aug 15th last year and people keep asking me if i actually grieved for her and i dont think i did.
now im struggling to keep my job and motivate myself to go to work everyday, yesterday i had a day off and i woke up cheery i went down to my local asda at 10am and bought in food and drink for my birthday party on 28th, then went home to my house and cleaned my house top to bottom and did lots of laundry then in the evening i met up with my family to see harry potter at the cinema , yesterday was a good day now today i have work and i dragged myself out of bed at 10.30 and forced myself to get a shower and some breakfast, i doont start work til 2pm and by then i'll have mgame face on but right now im sitting in my house crying and she's not here
it confuses ppl
luvz lil jo xxx