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On Fathers day this year I lost my soulmate Alan. He had diabetes and had recently found out that he had a heart problem. We were told that they couldn't do a bypass, but with meds he would be fine. I feel so totally lost. We have a 16 year old son and everytime I get upset he gives me a bit of a hard time about it. I cry alot, I barely function at work. The loniness is overwhelming.