Re: I quit quitting. I have accepted the fact that I will always be a pill junkie.
have you ever considered trying sub? at least you wont have to go through w/d whenever you run out of a script, you will be able to live your life w/o all the addict/ worries, and you'll have a chance at getting some kind of outside/ help and support for your addiction so you dont return to pills once you decide, if you decide to ween off the sub.
i wish you luck. God Bless,