Re: I quit quitting. I have accepted the fact that I will always be a pill junkie.
Please don't give up! Alot of people have rebounds but it does not mean that you need to stay on drugs the rest of your life. You know you can't. You'll need more and more and will only go downhill from there. Read Reach and Maggie's latest posts. They gave me a light at the end of the tunnel. They are happy! I think if they can do it, we can too. I have a friend and coworker who called me crying this morning. She had to go see a bail bondsman to post bond for her 25 yr old daugher. Prostitution and drugs. She's addicted to methadone. It sickens me to think she's willing to sell her body to any man that comes along for drug money. She may very well go to jail and I think it will do her good. If something doesn't happen soon, I see no future for this girl other than death. How sad and scary that the need for the drugs have driven this girl to sell her body to get high.
Please rethink your choice to quit quitting. I will be praying for you.