Re: first time spoken about phobia... desperately seeking understanding..
well naturally girls are beautiful creations
and as much as my phobia is terrifying, it reacts to how i feel in a sexual way...
this is incredibly difficult to say so please,please don't take offence.
but everytime i attempt to put it on it gives me....an erection... so embaressing..
in this way, i guess when a girl wears these sleeves, i find that imparticular female, so much more beautiful in appearance.
on the second part to your question, i guess instead of it freaking me out, it may have felt more like a toy.
when i played games, it use to always involve the sleeves, 'brainwashing my toys' or 'trying to take over my bedroom'
and now, even though i am completely aware of how silly it is, i just can't shake its effects