Re: I quit quitting. I have accepted the fact that I will always be a pill junkie.
You are being too hard on yourself. I know what it feels like to be all proud of myself and then I'm so proud I take the meds as a pat on the back.....so sick. Get off one and then the other. If you can take the Tramadol, stay away from the opiates for a month then try and taper off those. Are you in a lot of pain? I am all alone in this too and confessing this weakness and the idea of taking time and paying money for rehab is just out of the question.
Hang in there. Tomorrow is another day.