Re: Where I am at
I am not sure actually. I seem to wake up and my brain starts to go to a point where I am actually almost hyper then Seroquel takes all the fun away for a few hours then I start all over again til the midnight dose. The hyper is fun for a while as long as I don't need to make a decision on something....urges towards self harm get nasty along with the ideation but I have tons of energy.... I said on another board I have enough energy to run the boston marathon but we better not cross any bridges ..... I know I am safe right now but thank goodness for seroquel .... how is that for a messed up answer.