Re: Where I am at
My life would be so much easier if I was not aware of what I was doing to myself, just nod at the doctors order and do what he says instead of picking it to pieces looking for a reason not to listen.
The urges are there but they are in check as my "safe plan" seems to be working or the meds are doing their job. Self harm is nearing on three weeks without an incident which might be the longest since I came off of Zyprexa (I gained over 60 pounds very quickly and it began to effect the way I breathed) so for me that is pretty impressive. Very impulsive in terms of spending which I need to keep a closer eye on or win the lottery tonight. Seroquel really helps but I am still trying to figure out the timing.
Major Depressive Disorder With Psychotic Features
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder
Generalized Anxiety Disorder