Re: Very exhausted and just need some opinions.
I don't think you're being ridiculous at all. Being a mom is a 24/7 job. Is there any way you can hire a baby-sitter or some kind of outside help just so that you can get out and get some kind of breather? Can't your husband watch the children at night?
The grass is always greener on the other side...until you get closer and see that it's astroturf~