Mary, (babysitter) ( We have two Mary's)
When will you know anything? What test have you had done?
Listen no matter I want you to know we are here for you. If you have any questions and or fears you need to express please do. We love the good stories too. I know it is very difficult to wait for a call or the next appt. I hate that the most. But dont drive your self crazy thinking nothing but the worst as I think that gets you more. Especially when you do go for the next appt or the phone call and all is well. Its really not worth putting yourself through that much stress. Believe me been there done that. So now I try and think nothing can bring you to doing that unless you have a reason. So save the stress til its needed as it will not make you feel any better doing it before.
I hope all goes well for you. Keep us posted and we will pray for you.
Have a good evening!
P>S You dont sound like a baby, your a warrior!!!