Hey bud, I struggled with this for many years and I'm not an athlete. Took me a long time to get over my fear of size and comparison and the whole body image thing. Please do yourself a favor and play sports! Get in that shower and forget about all the rest, if they look...let em, its your body and its what you've got. Those pills probably aren't going to help and size doesn't matter anyway. What matters is that it works and that you have confidence in yourself to overcome any challenge life throws at you. Good luck and forget about it!