What you just said, above, sounds EXACTLY like something I'd say. It's the same list of things I'm going through at age 47, so I understand completely
. You may be able to relate to a thread I started called "Missing the Things I used to Do
" Here's a link: Missing The Things I Used To Do
I post here all the time. There are some great people here who all understand in a way healthy people can't (even those that love us). Check out that thread. I think a lot of it will sound familiar.