I am on disability and have applied for housing, but the waiting list is 5+ years. It's a horrible situation. And seeing my mom go downhill, every day getting worse, I am overwhelmed with the demands, along with sadness for her, fear for myself, coping one second at a time is all I can do. Literally just trying to keep the two of us alive, struggling to make ends meet in all ways. I am numb. Amazing how the body just goes on, against all odds it seems.