Originally Posted by 03catsmeow
Later my current husband came along and saved me,
No, I cried because I was mourning for the mother I NEVER had from the beginning. .
I am sorry to hear you have had so much heartache. There are alot of issues to come to terms with here. It will take some heart wrenching digging into the past. Take heart in the fact that you are now with someone loving and caring. I believe my 'Prince Charing' came along to save me too, but I understand, it doesn't matter what you DO have that solves lifes past miseries. It's the having 'not had' that causes untold/unimaginable heartache. Stick around. It looks like you've found the right place.