Re: One year I'm positive, now I'm not???
i wish nothing bad on anyone but it does help knowing others have felt what you feel. I have been vigilante about stopping anything (pain pills) that don't work after giving them a good try. I have a cabinet full of half full scripts. I have issues with sleeping so at times I will take one pill before bed...just to put me to sleep.
I really do try to get up smiling everyday. I just reread my original post and it sounded so whiney and frustrated....I guess I need to work harder. I dropped off my methotrexate script yesterday...I've read some bad stuff about it, but I have certainly also read some good stuff, so as soon as I work up the nerve I will have my first pill day.
Thanks to all of you and you're support!