Re: I miss my mum so much
I sympathize with what you are going through. I lost my mother 8 months ago. It was sudden. I am older than you, but other than that the words you wrote could have been written by me. Please forgive me, I don't mean to lessen your personal feelings one bit. I just hope to show that, yes, it is difficult for everyone, regardless--truly, regardless-- of our age, how our mother's past, or what was said and not yet said.
But why? Because our mother's cherished and nurtured us and gave us so so much happiness. I have today a wallpaper on my laptop that reads, Mum Rocks! (www.hoopsandyoyo.co.uk) I put it there to remind me to celebrate her life, and recall my smiles that were made by her! This I do to help me ease my pain.