Re: 17 and parents died
How very awful for you.
Do you have anyone? Any brothers or sisters? Any family you are close to? Aunts or
Is this real recent for you? I'd think the main thing would be to not expect things to get normal real soon. And if things start to feel normal, they might shift back to being unnormal real quickly.
I hope you have a councelour available to you that you like. It would be so helpful to have someone you can talk to and be comfortable with. You really need someone to go through the next year with you and while a best friend or sibling would be good, someone professional to talk to would be a big help.
I'm very sorry for what you are going through.