i am in the uk im 26 and i have been over weight for as long as i can remeber I have now come to terms that this cannot go on like this and its time for change i am so unhappy and this has been coming for a long time.
I am over 30st wow seeing it written down disgusts me getting on the scales rly upset me there are alot of issues with my weight
I am very depressed its not the only reason but is a big part of it, i have mental health issues that i an now seeking help for as well as my self harm.
I have seen a eating disorder theripast *sorry about spelling* who has classed me as a bringe eatter as if you can place people in classes and groups of what you are.
I start slimmers world on thrus this week i am also thinking of going to my gb about other measures i can take to lose the weight, I will never be thin i know that i want to be smaller, fitter and happy, Im scared i dont have the will power i feel all alone in this, *wire my jaw* anything to stop
I eat as im unhappy im unhappy as i eat........ round and round we go...... Im seeing all the correct people and its taken me a long time to get to this point.
Its a hard subject and im sorry for going on i need people that understand i feel so alone even with the help there not my size or in my shoes.
Any advcie, friendship would be wonderful
thanks for reading
Fizz x :bounce:
There is no chance, no destiny no fate that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul