It's been 23 years since I had my heart shredded and learned the physical and emotional pain of true heartache. I am married now for 18 years, have five children and still think of my lost love EVERY day
. Sometimes it drives me back into suicidal ideation again
I am on meds that work and have been for a while now. As I posted many years ago I went through some times of self med evaluation that were disastrous. I no longer do that for the sake of my children. They are now used to a stable dad. But the point of this post is.......
twenty three GD Years. Don't ya think this 45yo man should be over this lady by now
. I feel like I'm the only one who has had this problem, are there any older men out there who might have the same problem?