Re: not sure where to go from here
Thank you both for your replies! It was kind of you to read through my post and take the time to post. Thank you.
neveragain, I have been unhappy for quite some time. I just don't want to hurt anyone and in the process I have hurt myself. My husband is clueless and thinks everything is fine. I do love him... just not the way I feel I should... I feel he should be with someone who do loves him that way and wants to be with him intimately. I will start working when my youngest starts school in the fall.
keen, thank you for your input. I think you are probably right... I need to change my situation and do something I'm interested in. I don't think I can do it though. I'm too scared.
Thank you again for your replies.