Originally Posted by second go
no doubt whatup Biggzzz,! and Opiatesgotme...you called it 'Magic pill' funny cause so did I, and it is soooooo not a magic pill hahahah
Thanks to both of you for your posts. They are refreshing. It helps to know that I am not the only one going through this and that I'm not crazy. Funny thing is I always thought the clean me was a bit crazy. Mainly bc I hate feelings. BUT the true definition of crazy is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. That is my addiction. CRAZY.
Now I feel clear headed and it is aweful bc all I am doing is feeling. And again I hate feeling. I am miserable but I know that the "magic pill" is no longer magical for me. It doesn't work anymore and it only brings me suffering.