For 11 yrs i was ina terribly abusive marriage. I finally got the courage up to leave. Thanks to GOD. I really had nobody to help me at the time. I was raped by him, forced to have engage in sex acts with his brother, the stories of this sick man can go on and on. I was 17 yrs old when i got involved with him and he was 30. I was raised in an abusive home, not quite this bad though. The thing is, I am suffering from terrible nightmares now. My life has changed so much for the better. I never went o get help for the abuse i suffered from. But i sure hate these dreams. it must bother me more than i realize huh?