Normally, people will only respond if they are familiar with the posted topic. Your Title:
I am sad because no one responds
caught my attention, and you were right -- No one had responded yet.
I am by no means someone that has the answers; as for methadone, it is used quite frequently to control pain (in addition to other more potient meds.)
I really want some kind of outlet to talk with people about these issues. Anyone that can and will discuss and help me with my fears I gladly welcome!
I am here to listen to your concerns (which are heavy-duty for sure). You certainly have been given an awful lot to handle on your own.