well the thing is i want to tlk to my mom about it, because she is a nurse, but she will tell my dad and thats a little weird to me. and i dont know how she will take it, and what she will say about it. I mean i dont do it everyday and i doesnt effect my school work or anything, its just that to me it seems like a bad thing and something a young girl shouldnt do. But like i said i started when i was little and didnt know what i was doing and i guess it just stuck with me. I just want to be a normal kid, and not do bad stuff like that.